Ode to Self

I have abandoned you again

I've been distracted

by my wordly demons

and star-crossing my

illusions and loneliness.

I've been stucked

in the middle of the room

and let the walls allienate me.

And I could think of nothing else

but the one apart from my own

miserable, unwarned soul -

The one I'm yet to be.

I've deserted you for too long

and I'm not yet back but

I do hear you... loud and clear

I've been such a dellusional little mind

An uncontrolable dream freak

And I apologize.

                                                                    - Ana Monteiro

Ode to Self